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My Crazy GirlTonight I had a dream of you,
This night I woke in tears.
Since the moment I saw you,
My heart is filled with fears.
You are good, you are evil,
You made me crazy over you.
With the sharpest piece of needle,
My armor broke in two.
I know this damned feeling,
I should've stayed away.
But in these eyes so amazing,
I lost myself today.
You didn't even notice me,
Not sure you even know.
But I really fell for you,
Not knowing what to do.
About another you shed tears,
For someone else your eyes are wet.
It's like another of these stories,
Where love is never met.
With your laughter and your smile
You made my head go fast as whirl.
But I'll keep it silent, for a while.
I do love you,
My awesome crazy girl.
Some things never changeThis is what I always do,
Try to stay away from you.
I don't hate you, even while
Hid myself from your brown eyes.
Listen sweety, It's not you,
It's the love between us two.
In the past, we were together,
Didn't want to break this ever.
But I failed you, very bad,
And I hurt you, made you sad.
Far from me you don't withstand,
The fool I am, to understand.
Now you're out there, in the city,
With someone new, someone pretty.
But I am still here, all alone,
And curse myself for what I've done.
I saw my kitten yesterday,
Like a "pause" went to "play".
As I kiss her, tape rewinded.
Back again from where I've started.
It doesn't matter anyway,
What I think, or what I'll say.
Nothing else has any meaning,
Except I love you! This one feeling...
MEN DON'T CRYMEN DONT CRY
What is wrong my friend?
Why I see those in your eyes?
Have you not heard? Men don't cry!
They just pretend, that everything is fine.
These days I saw you write a letter,
And took a peek behind your back.
Among the drops and words "Forever",
I felt you, fading into black.
A moment later found you standing,
Hundred feet you look beneath.
Just stop! Delay this ending!
A word from me, just keep and heed.
I know what cuts your soul apart,
And turns your world to ashes gray.
You lost the one, who held your heart,
You'll never kiss her one more day.
With noone near to make them warmer,
all your nights are freezing cold.
You feel the shame, you feel it stronger,
Because you fight those tears on hold.
"Why don't you judge me, like another?"
"And look upon me from above?"
Because You are Me, and I am You, my brother.
Strong men do cry - they do because of love!
when you find yourself
in a crowd of familiar faces,
the struggle for breath
You Will PayI can taste the fear upon you:
The cold sweat in your palms,
The eyes that dart at shadows,
And the lips that are forced into a tightened smile.
You wait beneath the blankets,
Shivering each night as the anxiety rises.
You gasp at the slightest sounds and quiver...
For you are afraid of the curse that comes.
In your mind you see what you have done to me.
You watched as you ripped my tongue
And stole the very voice from my soul!
But even if I am without a body,
Even if I can no longer hold a knife to your throat.
Fear alone is enough for me to silence you,
And I will NEVER allow you to be heard!
Inner DemonI harbour a monster,
It lingers deep within.
It wants to escape me,
To tear free from my skin.
It gnaws at my insides,
And hopes that I'll give in.
It works hard to tempt me,
To lead me into sin.
It wants me to suffer
To feel its wretched sting.
But I stand true and strong,
I will not let it win.
The nights are the hardest,
In bed I pray and sing
To the Lord God above
To rid me of this thing.
But instead it remains,
My monster still within.
MazeLost within myself
Looking for a way out
This cannot end like this
Trapped in my own mind
A maze with no exit
I keep running and running
But I always end up
In the same place where I began
RustThe dwelling rust
swells this hollow garden
and somewhere in the yard
a tire swing goes flat
against the skyline.
It chokes the autumn light
in the silo,
the crush of
mums and ragged berries
It bubbles in the percolator
steeping still life
in the caul
of early morning -
the red-brown crumbs
of breakfast toast and jam
growing ghosts upon
And deep inside
I still hear you waking up
the soft salute
of morning voices
stirring the wind
outside my window.
Slaves of the deadSlaves of the dead
to find another land,
but they couldn't stand the desert and the frost.
Some died, some returned.
For those who returned
the masters had prepared a special punishment.
Their memory was wiped off.
They became thieves,
without ever understanding why.
They just felt it was the right thing to do.
Red Light ReduxHaving a truck
Paint me red
Is the strangest feeling
I’ve ever felt.
I’ve seen myself melt away
Like a mid-summer’s ice cream
While my personality screams
To be noticed. Every wall that once
Stood between me and reality
I am finally free.
Until they strapped me down
And sewed back my hands to my head.
My heart to my mouth.
My legs to the earth.
The taste of freedom
Rests gently on my tongue,
And I’ve been trying
To no avail.
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